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I am sleepy, but I am afraid to close my eyes. I am afraid that if I sleep, by the time I wake up, you are no longer by my side. To be left by you momentarily is already so hard. To leave you behind is an even harder decision that I have to make. Therefore, while we still have time, I am utilising each and every second just to be with you.
Deep down inside, I am battling my own demon. I keep asking myself, if I really have to take this path. I wonder if I would be able to survive on the other side of the planet without you. Yet I dare not bring it up with you, for I don’t want to spoil your happy mood with unnecessary thoughts. I don’t want you to be sad while I am still here. And I don’t want you to be sad alone either. Life is too short to be sad. Cherish the past, embrace the moment, and look towards our future together.
“Every moment spent with you is the moment I treasure…”