Whenever I feel upset, writing blog is usually the best way to channel those bad vibe. No wonder a lot of my blog entries were kinda depressing. I envy those people who face this world with so much energy and positive thinking. There are a lot of encouraging advices out there on how to tackle every negative thoughts we have. It’s just a matter of applying it to ourselves. But usually it’s easier said than done.
Some suggest that I smile through the unhappiness. Some suggest that I drink. How can I fake a smile when I’m not happy at all? Before I met you, drinking was always a fun affair. I talked a lot of crazy craps when I was high. But lately, every time I drink, it only reminded me more of you and my fading dream.
I feel so miserable right now. There are so many things going on in my head right now. If only I can spill out some onto you. But every time I tried, nothing came out from my mouth. And the sorrow I feel inside, you will never know. How long more do I need to go through days like this?
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走。
Love has progressed that now it’s hard to turn back, but I’m unable to move on.
Wow, you are good in writing. Just found ur blog from FB. Keep it up. -H.W
Thank you. I think you’re the first visitor that come through my FB profile.