It always dazzles me how when you least expect something, all of a sudden it comes right out of the blue. But things that you have faith in, things that you’re hopeful on, things that you’re waiting for, things that you’re expecting, never seems like going to happen anytime soon. Slowly you loosen the grip, and along with that, the world is walking away slowly too. Hope fades away. The air of pessimisism surround you, sucking that happy spirit out of you. Everything seemed to be so beautiful yesterday, and your world is falling down piece by piece today. You don’t feel like standing up to tomorrow.
I may look happy today. But deep down there, there’s one tiny emptiness. One tiny emptiness that makes this world seems so unimportant at all. One tiny emptiness that I can’t get rid of. One tiny emptiness that no one will ever have answer to. But I still believe one day it will go away. I still believe one day I’ll see the light again. One day when I’ll be looking up to tomorrow again. I still have faith in myself. I still believe in what I think and what I do. I still put hope. I still hold on tightly. I’m still looking forward to walking right down until the end of the tunnel. The only question is when I’ll be looking at the world and smile again. And the only answer is time. Only time will be able to tell.