I’m so fuckin hate my life and my surrounding right now. Why is everything and everyone so bloody annoying? Why do I have to listen to you all when all you do is just big talk. Who is doing whom a favour now? Why do people change lanes without turning…
Journey Through Unhappiness
Feeling blue, bored, and full of regrets. Took a step back to take three steps further back. Happiness seems so far away now.
Sanity Check
Bought myself this ticket just now. To me, this ticket means more than just the entitlement to ride on Jakarta’s Busways. It is the ticket that breaks my own mental barrier. It is my ticket to keep my sanity on the ground too. After hiding in my own cave for…
Next Destination: Toko Baterai Akimarts
I’ve gone through a big change in life lately. I am now based in Jakarta, temporarily staying in Pluit, Jakarta Utara. Deciding to come to Jakarta to start fresh was easy. It was the next logical step to achieve a better (meaning probably-richer) life. But adjusting life from a small…
Like The Rain
It rained so heavily for at least three hours last night. But this morning, the road next to my house is already dry. Good sewage system, I thought. Then when I took my morning bath, this is what I found: muddy water from the tap. The whole city’s water supply…
28 Days Later
Synopsis: A virus that locks those infected into a permanent state of killing rage, is accidentally released from a British research facility. Carried by animals and humans, the virus is impossible to contain, and spreads across the entire planet. Twenty-eight days later, a small group of survivors are trapped in…
Coming Home
What used to be days, are now hours. In a few hours time, I am leaving Melbourne. I am leaving behind the city that has given me meaning to life. I gotta be honest to myself, right now I am not looking forward to going back for good at all.…
Pillow
Sometimes at night, thinking about what lies ahead of us, my pillow becomes wet.
I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zw5pAshxY80 400 300] I am sleepy, but I am afraid to close my eyes. I am afraid that if I sleep, by the time I wake up, you are no longer by my side. To be left by you momentarily is already so hard. To leave you behind is an…
I Like It
… when you hold me tight at night.