It has been raining a lot for the past 24 hours, and still counting. Every raindrop from the sky wetting my car window felt like a memory flash in my head. It reminded me of the rainy nights in the past that we spent inching suburban roads with our silly talks. It reminded me that it was in the past, and things will never be quite the same anymore. And that thought felt like sharp needles piercing through the skin.
But that is nothing compared to the number of weeks I haven’t seen you. Sure everybody needs some time alone. But these days without you is slowly killing me. I tried to be busy with things and engage myself with pretty much anything just to get away from the pain. I stopped hoping. I stopped waiting for your hellos. You must have been very very busy with your current life, and I must have been long gone from your life right now. The more I think about it, the sadder I become.
We both know hearts can change, and it’s hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain…
Wat a nice writing, expressed well, full of meaning… you’ve got the writing talent as well just like me ^^
Back to d main story…As time goes by, every pain in your heart will vanish eventually………
You are not alone. I love my gf so much but now things just go bad. I hurts really bad when the other is not there and have changed of hearts. And after one trys very hard to mend things it just go down the drain. I don’t know wat to do either.