Tomorrow is officially the first day of autumn. Autumn is identical with falling leaves. Just like the tree of hope I’ve been growing. Slowly and surely each hope is falling over day after day. This 2006 hasn’t been my best time. Each and every problem comes and haunts me, stripping off my optimism and my courage bit by bit.
I’m wondering how on earth could I speak words of courage to those friends of mine who’re pretty much facing similar reality of life as I am, but when it comes to myself, I’m unable to keep my own head up. I’ve been having the ups and downs of life. Some days I could still looked up the sky and believed things will get better. On other days, I just wished I could stay in my dream for a little longer before waking up to the day. I know hunting for jobs needs patience. And the more desperate I am, the harder for me to get a new one. Gotta be patient, be consistent, be hard-working, be motivated, and be strong. I have to stay cheerful. Hopefully, the fresh autumn wind will blow away the summer dust and bring a better change to my life.