I’ve been having quite a strange dream lately. It’s been more than a year since the last time I saw her. The pain has gone away. However, once in a while, that upsetting feeling could still come back and haunt me, although the effect is diminishing very quickly. People ever asked me, if I still felt the same way as before, and if I’d still court her back. I wasn’t sure of the answer myself at that time, and I wasn’t ready to find the answer either. But one thing I know for sure, we’re both happy with our own life, and getting back together is a zero-percent chance.
Anyway, back to my dream. It’s been few times that in my dream, I were able to "fix" the past and we’re still an item. That feeling of repossessing something of extremely high value has really cheers me up in my dream. No pain, no bad feeling, no upsetting thing. Everything looks real. Her smile, her face, the stuff coming out from her mouth. Then I was awaken by the ringing of my mobile phone. My workshift this afternoon is cancelled. Yahooo.. another "free" weekend.
Last but not least, the reason I’m mentioning her in here, doesn’t mean I haven’t moved on. It’s because it’s been quite a while since the last time I updated my blog, and since then I haven’t got any inspiration or ideas to write down anything. So today’s the time, just woke up, and the idea is still fresh in my mind. If you think that I haven’t get on with life since that , please don’t. I truly wish her a happy life from that day, and an even a happier life in the future. While for me myself, I’m still pursuing my career and enjoying my own life.